Gray (Book 3) Page 7

  “So you’ve lived alone for how many months?” Coral asked. Benjamin was looking carefully around the living room.

  To him, Doug, said, “Go on and wander around. There’s a kitchen and a bedroom we use as an office. Nothing in the kitchen or bathroom works, of course.” He turned back to Coral as Benjamin explored. “We had roommates, another couple we knew. But Alec died, and Steph moved in with another single woman friend. I think she couldn’t stand to be reminded, you know?”

  Coral nodded. “What did your friend die of?”

  “We’re not sure. It was six, seven weeks ago. Fourteen died. A disease of some sort. Diarrhea, vomiting, fevers, convulsions, and death. Very quick, like three days.”

  “A virus, you think? Food poisoning?”

  “We don’t know, but we were lucky we lost so few. I miss Alec.”

  “How are people fed?”

  “In one of the central cafeterias. We’ve converted what equipment we could to wood-burning and pulled in every wood-burning stove we could salvage. Most of those are in the kitchen. We eat two meals a day now, communally.”

  “Then with the fatalities, could it have been salmonella, or something with food? Some food that only fourteen of them ate?”

  He was shaking his head. “We don’t think so. Everyone around them was questioned, too. They weren’t all out on a salvage team, they weren’t all at the same table, they weren’t all working in a closed room together. None of that.”

  Coral was stumped, too. With this weather, after six or seven weeks, the bodies still might have a tale to tell her. “Were they buried?”

  “It’s too cold to dig. We’re burying people in a mausoleum across town.”

  She filed the information away. “How much work will there be for me? In this clinic or wherever?”

  “Levi didn’t say?”

  “It was a quick meeting.”

  “I’m not sure if I should.” But he obviously wanted to.

  Coral simply waited, thinking he’d cave to his own inclinations.

  “There are three hundred and four of us left. There were over four hundred at the start. But some died. Some wandered off, trying to find friends or relatives. A couple have died, of accidents. You two take us back up to three hundred and six.”

  Coral saw Benjamin through an open door, standing still, clearly eavesdropping.

  “How many of those are children?”

  “Not many. About forty. A lot of people lost their kids.”

  “A lot of grieving people, I imagine,” Coral said.

  “We have a counselor, Victoria, who runs a bereaved parents’ group. You’ll meet her soon, I’m sure.”

  The front door opened. Coral had automatically tensed and was backing away when a tall woman in a fur coat and purple scarf stepped inside. She was brought up short by the sight of Coral, but then her eyes landed on Doug and she smiled and went to him. They hugged and rested their foreheads together.

  Coral backed away, trying to give them privacy. It had been so long since she saw two people sharing affection, she was embarrassed at it. She’d have been less shocked, she realized, had someone walked in and shot Doug dead.

  He let go of the woman and turned to Coral. “I want you to meet my wife, Abigail. Ab, this is Coral. We found them yesterday.”

  “Hi.” The woman unwound her scarf and came to offer Coral her hand. Fumbling her glove off, Coral shook it.

  “And Benjamin,” said Doug, waving Benjamin in from the kitchen.

  Benjamin took a step, looked away shyly, and stopped at the doorway.

  Abigail strode over and picked up Benjamin’s gloved hand in both of hers. “Welcome. It’s so good to have new people.”

  Benjamin muttered something Coral couldn’t hear.

  This shy side of him was a surprise to her. He hadn’t been like this with the people who found them. Maybe it was being a guest in someone’s home that had him acting bashful.

  Abigail seemed to be taming him, though. It was like watching a bear-tamer, the way she dropped her voice and coaxed him along.

  Coral was caught between confusion and amusement. Finally, Benjamin and Abigail were both seated on a sofa.

  “The furniture,” Coral said. “How did you save this much stuff?” The living room was sparsely furnished, but there was a sofa, and a folding metal chair.

  Doug said to his wife, “I told you how thoroughly burned the countryside is.” He turned to Coral. “All the concrete and brick in town kept the fire from being quite as bad here in the city. Enough stuff survived in basements and storage facilities that everybody has a little something.”

  “Except for wood,” said Abigail. “That’s fuel.” She tsked. “They’ve been burning some gorgeous antiques.”

  “And books,” said Doug.

  “And books,” Abigail echoed.

  Coral pointed to the folding chair. “Do you mind if I sit?”

  “I’m sorry,” said Doug. “Yes, sit. I’ll grab the chair from the office for myself.”

  “Where are you from?” said Abigail.

  Coral was feeling dizzy at the absolute middle-America sort of normalcy in this scene. It was wrong. Except for the fact there was no music playing, or tray of tea and cookies, it was like something from another century. It made her want to scream. Or laugh.

  “Michigan,” said Benjamin.

  What?

  “That’s where we were last,” said Benjamin. “Coral was in school.”

  Then Coral caught up. If they were married, they couldn’t have been living in different states. She hadn’t thought her lie through enough.

  Benjamin seemed to have it under better control. “But I’m from Idaho. We were here when it happened.”

  Coral would have to remember not to talk about the past. She’d be sure to screw something up, and her lies would be revealed. The best thing to do would be not to talk at all, to deflect personal questions.

  Abigail went on chatting and drawing out Benjamin, while Coral looked on and tried to memorize whatever tales he was weaving. When Benjamin mentioned Coral was a doctor in training, Abigail perked up.

  “We don’t have a doctor.”

  Coral said, “I guess that’s why we were let in.”

  “Oh, no,” said Abigail. “We’d be happy to welcome more people. There just …” She gave a helpless shrug as she trailed off.

  Doug spoke up. “We haven’t found anyone—or anyone sane and safe—since we’ve being doing recon out there.”

  Coral said, “So you found other people?”

  “People?” said Doug, with a snort. “People would be an optimistic term for it.” He waved away the topic, or maybe the memory itself.

  So they weren’t as naive as all that.

  Abigail said, “Do we have melted water, hon?”

  “I haven’t checked.”

  The woman went into the kitchen. Benjamin glanced at Coral, his expression unreadable to her. He seemed different here. The surroundings made him even look different, too. He was out of his element even more than she was.

  Abigail came back shaking her head. “Sorry. All frozen up.”

  “So anyway,” said Doug. “I wanted to introduce you. They’ll be staying here tonight,” he said, a hint of a question in his voice.

  “Terrific,” said Abigail. “I’ll be glad of the company.”

  “I want to take them over to the kitchen, let them bathe,” Doug said.

  Coral felt suddenly self-conscious, aware of her disheveled and filthy appearance.

  Doug said, “Can you come along to check the central stores for clothes for them both? See if there are shoes for Coral, too.”

  “Sure,” Abigail said. “Happy to help.” She put her scarf and gloves back on. “Ready?”

  “Yes, sure,” said Coral. She stood, and the men did too. She let herself be led off to the next thing, feeling like a puppy on a leash.

  Chapter 9

  Abigail split off after a few minutes to find them new clothes.
Doug led them to another brick building, with more tour-guide explanations. “This is a first-year dorm. We had to recreate the kitchen in the basement because they took that all out some years ago in favor of central eateries. None of those survived, though, so we reverted to this. There’s always at least one stove going in the daytime, and it stays pretty warm. The suites in this building are big, like four to eight bedrooms, and every one is full because the kitchen heat drifts up.”

  The windows on the upper levels were covered by metal shutters. It probably helped to keep the heat. It’d be nearly as dark as a cave in those suites.

  Not so normal a town after all.

  Doug introduced them to a few people standing outside the door, whose names Coral promptly forgot. He led them inside and down stairs to a hallway lit with a lamp.

  Doug pushed a door open and there was the kitchen. She passed a row of wood stoves of every design, their top surfaces loaded with pots, and with each one she passed, a new smell hit her: the bitter smell of spinach, probably canned, a meaty stew, and then a smell of baked goods that she thought might be cornbread. Pots and pans of every size and design added to the visual overload, and the sound of cooks talking to each other seemed louder than it was.

  Coral wanted to run from all the people and activity.

  “It’s closer to supper than I thought,” said Doug, brushing past a cook who stared after them. Coral could feel the eyes on her neck as she passed. At the far end of the kitchen, there were metal tables, where three people were still preparing food. Empty cans were stacked to one side, and a big man with a turquoise bandana and silver earring was clearly directing the activity.

  “Chef,” Doug said to him. “We have new people.”

  All the kitchen workers who hadn’t been staring now turned to look at them. Coral’s animal sense was telling her to flee, but she stood her ground.

  The chef said, “Back already? Tell me you found greenhouse supplies.”

  Doug shook his head. “Sorry. It’s at the top of our list, though.”

  He made a face, and then turned to his workers. “Back at it, please,” he said. “We’re serving in twenty.”

  Doug said, “Could I bother you for some warm water, and two of the tubs?”

  “Water’s boiling over there,” he said, pointing. “Leave us enough to wash dishes.”

  “Can we use a pantry?”

  “Sure”

  “Thanks,” said Doug. He led them to a stove where kettles and pans of water were on the simmer. Each of them took one, and Doug led them through an open door to a dim room, lined with hundreds upon hundreds of cans of food, some of them huge institutional sized, some small and without labels.

  It looked like a lot of food, but then Coral remembered the numbers they were trying to feed, and then it seemed to shrink before her eyes. Maybe they had other storerooms filled with food, but what was in here wouldn’t last a week.

  If all these people disappeared, it would last her and Benjamin more than a year.

  “They’re burning lamps in the kitchen,” said Benjamin, after Doug had stepped back out, leaving the two of them alone in the dim room.

  “Yeah,” she said.

  “I wonder how much of the lamp oil they have left.”

  Doug returned lugging two oval galvanized tubs, a couple feet long and not a foot tall. “Let’s get the hot water split between these, and I’ll bring you back some cold water and soap and towels.”

  They poured steaming water into the tubs, and the water didn’t even go an inch up their sides. Doug said, “Go on and get undressed. No one will bother you.”

  Coral hesitated for only a moment before stripping down to a T-shirt. The steam rising from the water, and the very idea of being entirely clean for the first time in weeks overwhelmed any sense of self-consciousness she had. Her fear of the strangers was still there, but none of them seemed to want to hurt her—not yet, at any rate.

  Benjamin had turned his back to take his clothes off. He grunted as he pulled off his boots. She heard him stumble, and turned to watch him balance one hand on a stack of extra-large cans.

  “Tired?” she asked.

  “Weirded out,” he said. “Too many people.”

  She was comforted to hear it. “Me too. I can’t tell if I’m being paranoid to be afraid, or if we’re really in danger.”

  “I think I’m safe so long as I’m the doctor’s husband.”

  “And I’m safe here so long as I’m the doctor—so we’re both depending on a lie to keep us alive. Either we have to do a good job of lying, or we have to get out of here before the truth is exposed.”

  Doug was soon back with two kettles of cold water and poured them in. “One more trip,” he said. Coral left her shirt on while she waited for him. It was warmer than freezing in here, but it wasn’t that warm.

  Doug returned with a pair of thin towels slung over his shoulder and carrying a lamp. He dug in his pocket and came up with two cubes of soap. “It’s one of the few products we manufacture,” he said. “The soap-makers use metal ice cube trays as forms, and so it comes out shaped like this. Everyone gets one every month, so make it last.”

  “Thanks,” said Coral. She accepted the soap. When Doug left the room, she stripped off her shirt.

  In the dim light, she could see her own body was wasted away from the starvation. Her breasts were nearly flat. Her hipbones stuck out like dangerous weapons. This body was as unfamiliar as a stranger’s.

  She stepped into the water, sluiced it over her legs and began scrubbing.

  The water turned dark with dirt within a minute, but she kept on washing, moving up her body. Dead skin sloughed off under her rough fingertips. Had he given them a washcloth, it’d be peeling off her in strips. By the time she was at her face, the water was filthy, and she wished she had started there. No matter. Better partly clean than not at all. She stepped out, dried herself, then got down on her knees and dipped her head in, scrubbing with the soap at her hair, which was already an inch long.

  There was a knock at the door. “I have your new clothes,” said Abigail’s voice.

  Coral glanced at Benjamin. In the dim light, she could see how much of his muscle had wasted away, too. He had been a strong-looking guy. Now he looked much more vulnerable, as he turned his back to the door again. “Come in,” she said to Abigail.

  Abigail politely averted her eyes. “Here you are. I found some shoes for you, Coral, but they’re a half size too big. I have socks for you both, underwear, two layers of clothes. I figure your jackets were still okay?”

  “They’re fine,” said Coral, “Thank you.” As Abigail turned to leave, she said, “You can’t cut hair, can you?”

  “I cut Doug’s, but I can’t do anything fancy.”

  “Would you trim mine later on? Try and even it up?”

  “Sure. We can do it tomorrow first thing, if you want.”

  “Thank you.”

  “They’re already serving dinner. I’ll wait right here outside the door for you, and take you to our dining room.”

  When she left, Benjamin said, “Sounds like they have assigned rooms for eating.”

  “I guess.” Coral finished drying herself and dressed in the new clothes. They were loose, but that was fine. They’d layer more easily. Maybe, if she was lucky, she’d eat enough here to make them tighter. “Shit,” she murmured.

  “What?” Benjamin was tying his boots.

  She spoke quietly, hoping Abigail wasn’t listening. “I had a thought that made me realize I’m considering staying for a few days. I don’t know if that’s the way to be thinking.”

  “We’ll take it a day at a time,” he said. “Right now, I’m hungry. And they have food.”

  “I’m hungry too,” said Coral. “What do we do with our old clothes?”

  “I guess leave them here for now. We can get them after we eat.”

  “As far as I’m concerned, we can burn mine.”

  “My old jeans are okay.” His new pants
were khaki colored but looked as sturdy as jeans. She had been given blue jeans, a sweatshirt with the university logo on it, and a long-sleeved men’s shirt.

  Coral tied her new shoes tight and opened the door. “Is there some sort of laundry set up?” she asked Abigail. “Do you all wash your own clothes? Is there water in the building where you live?”

  Abigail smiled. “There’s a central laundry. I’ll give you a tour tomorrow before I go to work and answer all your questions.”

  “That’ll be okay?” said Benjamin. “They’ll let you?”

  “Sure,” said Abigail, looking confused. “Why wouldn’t they?” She led them through the kitchen and into the hallway. On either side of it, there were open doors, and the sound of silverware banging on plates. At the third door on the right, Abigail entered the room. There were six tables, each seating six to eight. One table had an extra chair squeezed in, and that’s where they sat.

  Doug was there and introduced them to the others at the table. “We’re all living at Aspen, so you’ll be seeing them around.”

  “Doug and I would love for you two to share our suite,” said Abigail. The two of them must have discussed it while Coral and Benjamin had been bathing.

  “Thank you,” said Benjamin. “It’s up to Coral.”

  “It’s very nice of you,” said Coral. And they did seem like nice people. Neither gave off an aggressive vibe, and they were probably as safe with these two as with any other strangers. “We accept, and with gratitude.”

  “Good,” said Abigail, with a bright smile.

  “A toast,” said Doug, to the table. “To our new doctor.”

  News of her imaginary skill seemed to have already spread throughout this group, and this time, Coral managed not to deny she was a real doctor. She spent the meal answering questions. Benjamin mumbled short answers to anything directed at him, so by the end of the meal, the focus was entirely on her.

  It was overwhelming, exhausting, and by the time she followed Doug out with her empty plate to put it on a wheeled table outside the kitchen doors, piled with a hundred other plates to be washed, she was ready to crawl into a snow cave to get away from everything and everybody.